Sometimes I wonder how I get through the day. I really do. I wish I could kill musicals. I support you in everyway, I really do. But I wish you still had time for me. I feel left out, not wanted anymore. I’m like an ex boyfriend, I just got forgotten like the rest of them. I’m an ex best friend now I guess. You can’t do anything anymore, and yes I know I hangout with my boyfriend alot, but its not like you make any effort to hangout with me. Everyone says this is when you need me the most, and I trying to be here for you, but its hard to be there for someone when there not there. I try to be the best friend you desereve but I don’t know anymore. Its hard seeing you with all your drama friend bc I know you’re with them 24/7, but I’m still here.. here waiting for my best friend back.. I miss you. I miss when could just sit there and always have something to talk about, knowing I’ll always have you in my life and I could call you and you’d pick up. But I call, and you don’t answer.. your not there.. you are but your not. You say sorry you can’t hangout but I can’t take it anymore. I’m done waiting for people, when you want to be my best friend maybe I’ll be here.. I give up..